Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Shoulda listened to Matthew the first time...


Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

Matthew 6:34


I really didn't want to worry about this semester, but of course it happened without my permission as it always does. I had hoped that God had given me the peace to get all His work done this semester. But of course the Father does things on His own time and definitely not mine. While I had been praying for peace and a calm disposition, He had other ideas and left me instead with a fiery passion. What is it? Well I'm still trying to figure it out actually. I feel like I should be doing something, but I can't quite grasp it. I know that the Father will show me a path soon so instead of praying for an obvious answer (which would be nice lol!), I'm going to be praying differently. I'm hoping that He'll show me
a path, any path; whether it's lit up like the 4th of July or by
candlelight. I just need a direction!

Course maybe the waiting is part of the test... well as Matthew says, "do not worry about tomorrow" cause it seems like today "has enough trouble of its own". So I'll take his advice and once again give it to the Father.


Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding.

Proverbs 3:5